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Back to the past.....
Its been stories galore….that of extending friendships in
all domains. That of pursuing and that of seeking. Let’s include quixotic
romance for instance… “Leos are born romantics….”, says any standard
book on the astrology shelf. And though I don’t like saying this…. it also
says Leos are in love with love. And honesty compels me to accept myself
as an incurable romantic. But don’t forget “Leos are extremely
protective and make adoring partners…” I haven’t said this again. The book
does… II Std: My earliest memory, my first and believe me it still
serves me well. It was of course school time…Though it was a co-ed, there
existed an inexplicable void between the boys and the girls. Hardly any
talk, if there was then it’d had to be ‘Mind your Own Business’ kinda
dialogues…. To be made to sit next to a girl was a punishment for talking
in class. And when the punishment did come it was oh boy! a helluva time,
that of cursing your teacher, your luck and of course the girl sitting
next to you. But there was this one girl with whom I didn’t think sitting
with would be a punishment! But to my great dismay I never talked enough
to be able to sit next to her. Believe me it was heart pounding to hear
from my teacher: “ Sumeet you’ve been talking too much, take your bags and
go and sit next to…. next to…… …next to ….” @#%#* some forsaken
name…!!!!! My teacher was just not good with names!!! My time had still
not come !!! And the hope continued.
One fine day the School Gathering had come. Our teacher
chose a few boys and a few girls for a dance program. And would you
believe it if I tell you who my partner was !!!!!! My dreams were
realized. Mighty Aphrodite had answered my call. The wait was over. I
started walking in class heavy with a sense of achievement (???) over my
head. Everything that existed before was, no longer relevant-only the
present mattered. The people were so good, the strangers kind, the climate
excellent. Life was so beautiful! It was a li’l more before another
lady had entered my life. Lady Luck. As it’d be my pal had to leave the
city to some far far-away place leaving behind a bag full of memories to
recall and dream on… School was never the same again…. It was time when
lots of people started telling things like: “You should behave well
now….”, “You are not a kid…”, “You should be mature…” I must say it did
feel a bit befuddled in the beginning to be big. To stop doing all things
you had gained mastery over.Years flew past with competition entering each
and every scene. To stand First in class or to score goals in football
matches. Our playground must have borne some of the most unbridled foot
movements anywhere as we played football, football and more
football. It was also the time when a guy’s importance in school had
come to be measured by the number of crimes he did. It was fun when our
Principal called a few of us early in our X Std, which we all went
expecting good luck wishes for our final year exams, only to be served
with a flurry of threats and warnings to change our behavior at least
now!!! Didn’t he know that it wasn’t possible? Times had changed and so
did people…. You could sense the last days of freedom when it was no
longer possible to trust anyone. You could trust only one person and that
was You. I
waited for college to begin…
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